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每個人都需要勇氣

但只有自己給得了自己

心之所向.反應在你所有行動上

如果真的想要，就不會有任何藉口。

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家人

家人是自己的，人生也是属于自己的。
当追求人生意义的同时会对家人造成伤害，
该不该继续？
如果连家人都保护不了，
还谈什么人生? 谈什么梦想？
除非家人对你来说，没有任何意义～

一个人

我以为我找到寄托
我以为那是我要的幸福
我以为会成为永远

原来是我自己太天真
原来幸福并不属于我
原来终究要自己面对
原来是我不够坚强

原来，还是剩下我一个人

BACK!

Objective:

Out of 'hot&spicy' request, am back again!! ^^

To give face to the galz, keep asking me to update my blog>>last updated on 19/2/09.

To prevent being boycott by the whole mamak berlemak society.

I make up my mind to give a brief re-opening of my nobody-visited bloggie

I used to talk to myself here. But the fact that my sweet blog has been left for months, indicates that within this period, i dont even have much time to talk to myself..haha~ i am LOST!

Findings:

Ytd was my last day in CLL. but i am just too busy during my last day, working for 15 hours to complete all the SHIT that i've done. too busy to be upset for my departure.

As soon as i reached home at midnight, i can feel the strong feelings coming out of no where! OMG, i'm so sad... i started to miss them..~

not my boss(yiaks), not my work, not yellow hat, not KG tong shui, not even my collegues,

but my true friends~

i enjoyed the every moment in CLL~ i love all of you! *muaks~

<1st sweetie i knew in CLL>>sampat Joycey

SM, sorry for all the mess that i've left..dont hate me pls~

^^mah sweetheart and darling^^

""yipohyipoh angere angere~ yindeeebulangeh""

aneh. thx to you for making my last day complete! It really meant alot to me..Love u always~

Wait...mana itu seewun...pigi mana sudah..~"aiyer...so bad" Also, thx to Chuihwa and may, for accompanying me my last two days..hehe.(sounds like i'm gonna die)..choi!

Conclusion

Dear friends, Please dont forget me!!!

for baked crab session..haha

累

我累了
活在梦想与现实之间
我崩溃了
坚持相信幸福的存在
我心碎了
执著于爱情的信念
我失败了

如果在幸福的终点
只有绝望
那我宁愿从此选择孤独

因为，我真的累了。。

有些爱不能重来

有些原谅 不会减轻心底的愧疚
有些思念 永远不能向人倾诉
有些付出 终究还是会付诸东流
有些幸福 无法坚持维持到最后
有些甜蜜 终于还是会变淡
有些承诺 无法逃避时间的洗涤
有些人 注定只会是生命的过客

~*iLuF*~

Sweet Saturday

It's time for gathering again! Xinli is back..from Johor and MIFF~^^

Hungrily, we chose Dai-Ti-Hill to have our tea time^^ becoz of the RM 10 voucher that kyi had.(wat an attraction! =.=)

Btw, we did watch b4 intro about this restaurant in TV. LEt's try!

Well, not bad the food. Satisfactory! Food served look like wat is shown in the menu. Taste good too^^

Haha, i only managed to capture one pic of the food we ordered.. Mango blended.. nice~ the snow was soft.. mouth refreshing... but only suitable for those who's not coughing!! certainly not Kyi..haha~

Not to forget, the ice cream with baked sweet potatoes~ special and delicious.. yummy! there's sweet potatoes under the icecream.. which is really SWEET.. hmm.. dun ask me whether sugar is added! NO!! it's simply sweet.

Besides we ordered rolls with prawn and melted cheese (big serving). and also bean curd with cheese or mushroom (smth like tat) lolz.

So i rate this restaurant 8 out of 10. About the price, hmm, still acceptable..as u can save the money for drink to order food. They usually provide skyjuice for free. and no gov tax is charged (only service charge 10%)since it's still new in M'sia but it has branches in China and Taiwan. Advice: try it b4 extra tax is charged..hehe~

Then we went Nandos to meet Kyi's collegues..ALI...haha~ he's a chinese la^^

There're still lots of pic with kyi and xinli.. will upload as soon as i get from them..^^

It's was raining when we left home~ not-so-heavy rain wont stop us from goin home... and wont get us blocked at lecka lecka luckily..haha~

-Weekend ended-

Healthy~

Wat do u understand about being healthy? And how do u really live healthily?

Well, share with u my "very" healthy weekend^^

We went to Taman Pertanian/Botani (forget wat is the name..Zz) on 24.02.08. with whole gang of ppl, mostly kaiwei's frens.. There were about 30 of us!

Our main purpose is to visit the "4-season" house there.. But, suprisingly, it's under renovation when we got there~~~~ disappointed..

BUT, it's ok.. and we just skipped to our second activities^^ CYCLING.

It was such a long journey to cycle around the whole park! God, it's tiring! I nearly give up..

But i stay in the game instead of becoming a LEAVER.. with the support of my beloved frenz..haha

Proven: I am not tat weak^^

Sux photographer...dunno capture the right angle.

Additional activity: Horse riding!!

Thx to Chiang for making the overall trip so interesting and memorable!!!!!!! solute^^

Let's enjoy the video::

Conclusion: Instead of goin GSC, Pavilion, Redbox, Maison, etc. this is a super over healthy yet money-saving weekend that i'd ever had! What i gain is a healthy weekend and a wound( mayb a scar=.=)...

Most precious thing that i have gained is FRENZSHIP.

Friends who keep supporting when u nearly give up.

Friends who never abandone you when u need to stop.

Friends who dun mind to be the last and "walk" along with u side by side.

Friends who sit with u just to listen to the rhythm of the wind.

~*I LOVE MY FRIENDZ*~

報應

放棄你是我當初的選擇
還以爲這會是我們最好的出口
受傷卻成為了我們彼此承受的結果
所以
即使再難過 我也沒資格向誰訴説
即使再愛你 我也會堅持保持沉默
即使再孤獨 我也會默默承受寂寞
也許 這就是我應有的報應！

SORRY~

失去

當我擁有的時候，我總是感覺不到
唯獨失去以後，我才發現原來愛真的存在
人說失去后才懂得珍惜
你呢？會比從前更愛我的嗎？
還是發現你根本不需要
我的存在只是多餘？

双子座

双子座的我 最近才发现
潜意识里，我拥有双重性格 双重身份
一个活在现实里，一个活在梦境里
好累好累，该如何诚实的面对自己
该怎么做出最理想的选择 做回最原本的自己
该怎么让美梦成真？

秋

秋到了 掩蓋了夏的炎熱
無情的秋風 跟隨著我孤獨得身影
它撥動我淩亂的髮絲 它輕撫過我含淚的臉頰
我獨自經歷所有風雨之後
你。。。還會愛我嗎？
而我呢？還會否像以往那般
對你的愛 堅貞不渝。。。。。。。。

雲海

220807 Australia Firework

Shared with you our experience in PutraJaya... Nice to go with frenz..~~

This time we had nice view at this UFO(PICC) ...hehe~~

One Night in One U!

We were bored that day 240807. So, we planned something for our Friday night!! We went to 1-U to watch Rogue Assassin.. starring Jet Li. Before that movie, we randomly decided to take our dinner in this japanese restautant -- AJISEN RAMEN.

-Creative master piece by Jian-

Overall, i personally think this restaurant is nice! I love its food! It just suits my taste and appetite.. Well, i guess i will rate 4 out of 5. Hurray!

Well, i would recommend beef teri set.. really nice! i tried chicken katsu set.. erm..not bad..lolx

Beef Teri Set

Tom Yum Ramen

After watching Rogue Assasin, whole team of us not familiar with 1-U lost our way.. Guess what? we cant find our cars..haha~~ by the way, we were still happy at 1st, taking photos.. enjoy life..lolx

Share with u.. cutest photo of the day..haha~

Another wonderful weekend!!~~

180807 - 9 of us, 6 boys 3 gals, went for firework trip at putrajaya!!

We managed to capture perfect view away from crowd at cyber height.. thx to ar du!!

Ops where am i? of coz behind the camera lo...hehe~

Well, my personal opinion is tat the buildings are even more beautiful than the firework.. haha~~ still nice the firework.. but not special enough to win the competition bah.. perhaps, i expect too much.. lolx..

I'm with

super-many-complains

hong..swt

After that we headed to Old Town @ cyberjaya to meet loong.. end up we yamchar at Padi House just beside Old Town.

Wonderful yamchar happy hour with frenz

Next day, we went for movie in Times Square. Evan Almighty- nice and funny movie! lolx

Before the movie, we had luxurious yamchar session @ Starbuck..omg then we went entertainment centre.. challenge each other's basketball skill.. simple game but tiring =X

Our next target: Ratatouille.. =)

Sunway piramid~

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We planned to go out shopping.. and end up playing game at entertainment centre @ Sunway piramid...

We had lots of fun there.. =)

Here, chiang, hong, jian and loong played gun shooting~

undoubtedly, they are sux.. hoho~

We saw a 150 pounds leng lui danced..omg~ haha

Then we challenged daytona..suddenly i missed lisan~ she is pro!

Du reached sunway piramid entrance later then. So we rushed out to meet him and went for dinner.. end of the day...

思念

我想你 想到無法自拔 想到夜夜失眠
想你在寒冷夜裏，將我緊緊擁抱
想你在炎熱天氣，陪我去吹吹風
想你在我跌到時，為我緊張心疼
想你在寂寞時空，守候在我身旁
人說思念是一種浪漫的情調
怎麽我感覺到那麽強烈的痛楚
好想停止對你的思念
卻害怕有朝一日真的把你忘了
有誰可以保證 在多年以後 你會回到我身邊
有誰可以承諾 在痛苦以後 幸福始終會降臨
有誰能有信心 在掙扎以後 我們的愛會始終如一 永不改變

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Quite a happy day for me today.. physically~
Evening chiang and me went to Du's house at Plaza Prima to swim.. Then we joined kheryi to take our dinner at KFC.. (no creativity at all). haha~
Then as soon as we got back to tbr.. kheryi called again to yamchar at Feeling.
Once again we joined her.. we had quite a enjoyable gathering there.~~ kheryi got mad and kept squeezing chili sauce to other ppl.. i guess she was too stressful at work that day..haha~~
After David left, i can feel the care from some true frens. i know actually who really care for me and who really treat me as a fren. However i nvr tell them how i feel.. and how i am touched for what they have done for me.. deep inside my heart.. i do appreciate them and i promise myself to cherich this relationship with them forever.
These few days, maggie is sad and lisan is down. They shared with me but i can hardly help. the only thing i can do is to be a listener. Sincerely, i hope they will be fine! and be optimistic.
I am sad too.. internally. But i choose to hide inside of me, not to tell anyone else. I am learning to be independent to be strong. It's better to be strong when my frens are down. At least they can still rely on me during this miserable period for them. They are my best frens and i love them. my heart really ache to see them crying.
Here, i pray for all of my frens' happiness always!

290707 Tai Lou's Bufday!

Finally, it's Jian's turn!! Can make own wishes with own candles! lolx

Special Apple cake for our tailou..hehe~

Jian's funny face pretended to be surprised..=X

Jian and his favourite! Ops...it's durian not feitoi..haha

Cake cutting ceremony = feitoi's happiest moment





















Gayest moment of the day!! Stupid gay hong =.=''

Happy Birthday Jian! Good luck in ur coming exam!